Friday 6 May 2016

A woman with a kid and an umbrella. : Friday, May 6, 2016 / rainy

I was leaving the restaurant near my home.

As I started to walk, I saw a woman walking with a kid, their hands held together.

It was raining and this woman had no umbrella, but the kid had it.

I walked past them while the scene was lingering in my head.

10 seconds later I turn back and go after her.

I desperately seek where the woman is.

There she is.

She is standing at a cross walk.

I ran.

I am almost there.

I have to get to her before the signal changes.

I get nearer and she sees me and turns around, waiting the green light.

I approach and say 'hey...'.

She does not respond.

I say once again 'hey..'.

'yes..?' She turns around, looking a little surprised and confused.

'Take this'

She looks dumbfounded, taking it from my hand.

I turn around and stare at her one more time.

She stares at me.

And I walked away briskly.

Why did I do that?

The scene reminded me of Daisy.

I do not know whether she is a mother or a sister of that boy because she looked so young as Daisy does.

I miss Daisy.

I want to see her now, but I can not.

I have to suppress my feelings again as I have always done the other days.

I wonder if she does know that she lingers in my head every single moment when I am awake.
And how much I desire her.

My longing for her is only to be deeper and stronger.